Little did I know that I passed the CSE or Civil Service Examination 2 1/2 years ago. Yes, I took the exam last July 2009 and I was 18 years old then. I just learned it early this morning when my father sent me a mail. Whew. I am so grateful to my papa who was very keen and patient in finding my name in the list of passers. Honestly, I don’t know who’s to blame since the CSC failed to send me a letter regarding how the exam result went and I, too, was not expecting to pass either. The paper and pencil test was indeed a very difficult one but glad that I truly conquered the examination. This only means that I can work or have the opportunity to serve under government institutions.
This calls for another celebration. Boom!
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I’m all set for my first team building activity tomorrow at Candaba, Pampanga.
I don’t know why I feel awkward when I find myself surrounded with men (guys in my age or a bit older than me). I can’t act naturally, not that I am shy or something but that’s how I see myself when I am in that situation. I am not “maarte” and I used to be one of the boys but something changed now. I just don’t know what it is. Soon, i’ll figure it out why.
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We had a seminar this morning and surprisingly, I won one of the water tumblers in the raffle sponsored by Don Bosco press. Thank you.
I got unexpected phone call early this evening. Actually, the unknown number kept on reaching me these past few days but I was too busy working and since my phone is always in my bag, I really don’t have time to check sms and phone calls. I, together with my co-workers was in the hospital visiting one of our co-workers too who had her operation. Fortunately, I heard my phone rang and answered it. A big company wanted me to apply for an hr assistant position. Whew! I didn’t know what to say but since I have my work now, I refused the job opportunity. I felt happy and sad, knowing that this company wanted me to become a part of their family but then, a bit sad since I am now employed and I cannot just abolish the contract and I won’t really do that. I have faith in my occupation right now and I think, this is God’s will for me. He has better plans that is why I am here in this setting. But I am still thinking, I can’t remember passing a CV in that company, maybe someone stood as my guardian angel and referred me to them. Wow. I am so grateful. Who knows? In the future, I might work with them when time permits me to.
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I need to memorize this song for a group performance this coming Friday. Gosh and it keeps on playing in my head.
I miss you. I hate the part of missing you. I miss you so much yet I cannot think of ways how to show or even say I miss you. I want to to see your face, your eyes and your smile. I like the way you look at me even those quickest glances felt special. I would love to hear your voice, the way you speak and laugh. I miss how you make me laugh even with your nonsense jokes to hence I feel natural. Most especially, I miss being with you. How I wish our paths will cross one of these days and the day after tomorrow to the following days, weeks, months, years. That’s how I terribly miss you. I keep on praying that our eyes meet so you will still remember me for I will not forget you.
Love,
Jen.
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My sister and I watched Dark Shadows last Saturday. I treated her cinema snacks. We’ve bought pizza, sour cream flavored popcorn and Quickly’s drinks.
Johnny Depp. What can I say? You never grow old.
